Matt Stardream

(real name: matthew skawinski)

Neoastrologer.

Spiritual Seeker.

Just a human being like you.

this is my story

I know what it is to live a life that feels like someone else’s story. To walk through days shaped by expectations and unseen programs, while something deeper inside you whispers: this is not who I am.

For years, I moved through a world that looked solid on the surface — yet inside, everything was cracking. I fought waves of addiction, restless compulsions, shadows that clung to me in the quiet hours. I could not sleep without a light burning through the darkness. Depression wrapped itself around me like fog. I began to wonder if life was simply made of suffering — or if I had somehow missed the door to a freer world.

At the time, I was studying medicine in Warsaw, chasing a path that seemed safe, respectable, acceptable. But with every step, my soul pulled harder in the other direction. The more I silenced that call, the heavier the darkness grew. Until one day, I could no longer ignore it.

In that turning point, I reached for a map — not to define myself, but to understand what had trapped me. I turned to astrology, not for identity, but for deeper questions: Why do I feel so lost? What unseen patterns shape this life? And how can I begin to remember what lies beyond them?

What I saw was humbling. My suffering was not random — it was the echo of mechanisms, archetypal patterns woven into the fabric of my psyche and life. I had been living through a Matrix of inherited programs — and only by seeing them could I begin to move beyond them. Leaving behind the path laid out for me was terrifying. It was an emptying of everything I thought I was. But in that emptiness, space appeared — a space where something truer could begin to speak.

Since then, my path has been one of exploration, not mastery. I walk through astrology, psychology, sound, and symbol — not to become someone, but to un-become the layers that were never truly mine. I share this process not as a teacher, but as a fellow traveler — one who carries a lantern, not the map.

Neo-Astrology is one of the tools I offer — not as a system of identity, but as a map of the mechanisms through which the Matrix moves. It is here to help us see — and through seeing, to remember the freedom that lies beyond.

The choice and the path to awaken are yours.
If these words resonate, you are welcome to walk alongside me.

what i offer

I do not offer fixed answers or promises of transformation. I am in a process of awakening myself, and I share the tools, symbols, and practices that have helped me see the unconscious patterns shaping my experience — and begin to move beyond them.

If you choose to explore these tools alongside me, here is what I offer:

Mechanism Readings
Astrology is not a system to define who you are. It is a map of the unconscious mechanisms through which the Matrix operates in your life. In these readings, I help you see the patterns — not as destiny, but as programs you can observe and transcend. Together, we explore your chart as a living map of resonant mechanisms — always remembering that your true Self lies beyond them.

Symbolic Content & Art
Symbols speak to the Soul in ways that words cannot.
Through visual art, oniric language, and archetypal imagery, I share symbolic keys designed to open space for inner recognition and deeper awareness.

Sound Journeys & Music
Sound is one of the most direct ways to bypass the rational mind and reach the deeper layers of being.
I create sound journeys and musical experiences that invite you to relax, release, and reconnect with the space beyond thought — where the voice of your own awakening can be heard.

Awareness Practices
Through reflections, meditative prompts, and simple awareness tools, I offer ways to stay present to your own process — without building new identities or chasing ideal states.
The goal is always to support your freedom, not to impose new structures.

The choice and the path to awaken are yours.

I offer these tools in the spirit of sharing — so that you may discover what resonates with your own journey.

My Core Values

I do not define others.
No chart, system, or map can tell you who you truly are. You are always more than the patterns you explore.

I share tools, not truths.
Everything I offer — symbols, reflections, sound, astrology — is an invitation to explore. You remain the authority on your own path.

I speak from my own process.
I am not a guru, a master, or a teacher. I am walking this path myself, learning as I go, and sharing what I discover.

Freedom over identity.
The purpose of this work is not to build a new spiritual identity, but to dissolve the unconscious patterns that limit inner freedom.

Symbols over systems.
I trust the language of symbols, art, and resonance more than rigid systems or dogma. The deepest truths often speak without words.

Each path is unique.
There is no single way to awaken. Your path will be your own. My role is to offer maps and tools — the choice and the path to awaken are always yours.

What’s Next?

I invite you to explore my services and see how neo-astrology, sound activations, and subconscious transformation can help you unlock your greatest potential.